de s'aimer un peu

hello!
sorry for the rather depressing last post. the past few weeks had been a life experience course for me. it taught me the lesson of how love can make or break a friendship. you can love a friend but you can't be in love with a friend. it's amazing how two prepositions can change the outlook of a friendship very much. the past few days also taught me something ive always known before, the changing nature of people. are you aware of the four personality traits? well personality wise, i'm a mixture between sanguine and phlegmatic. what it means is that while i am warm to people (generally, if you dont scare me ;) ), i'm also sensitive to changes. coupled with my rather analytical mind, i often observe how my relationships with people change over time. what saddens me most is to see deterioration. i much rather an acquaintance that had aways been constantly superficial, than watch a close relationship (of any kind; love, friendship) turns bad.

but then there's the age-old question of why do people meet just to separate in the end? i'm a staunch believer of there being a reason for everything. be it to pick up a piece of puzzle to complete your life, or to push that piece of domino that sequentially starts off a life event, there will be a reason. we may have no idea of what it is, but then, maybe there is a reason for that as well..

p.s. i was looking at some audio help to learn a new language, and was torn between french and japanese when it strikes me an important one i should master beforehand. it's universal, it's important and i think a lot of people should know it. yes, sign language. i promised to myself i shall commit to this and if any of you have a recommendation on how i should go about this, do let me know :) meanwhile i'm still gonna fluff about french songs and appreciate its sound.

have a good day and ramadan!